Happy Birthday Lupe :)
HEHEHEHE HELLO Happy Birthday Madcakes! Ako lang ba natuto ulit mag code for this. If di to gumana iiyak talaga ako PAKYUALLPAKYUALLPAKYUALL This is my little passion project that you already had a preview from when we fought one time (i sent you a pdf on telegram tas umiyak ka sa cr)... My Web Diaries!
Its a long term art proj i've been working on ehehe. I know you are not capable of keeping gifts as secrets for a long time, moreso keep a long-term one. Kasi everytime we get into a fight, you hit your ult and send or reveal your pendings kasi takot kang di na pwede ireveal. The urge to send this site everytime we almost 'end', but I said I WONT BE LIKE YOU and i'll really wait until your birthday ket ano pa argument natin or even if no contact tayo.
This gift is kinda goofy and self centered (kasi diary ngani). May days na I hate you, days na I love you a little harder and miss you. Trigger? Warning? Most of these are diary entries so andami ngang 'tanginamo' directed at you. Lowkey I didn't proof read anymore except the bastos stuff so these are pretty raw. And you might notice the pov change and the kulang kulang entries kasi di naman consistent.
Pero the point of this whole thing is not to show you na PAKYU ginanon mo ko on this day blahblahblah (literally quite the opposite), but just to show you that I think of you most days on good and bad, and I continue loving you as each day passes. Di ko ginawa to to count shit or manumbat or to calculate data on us (well thats debatable), I just like seeing my days lined up with you. Sana makita mo rin how much I've grown in the past months with you. Happy Birthday Juan Lupe Cunanan Canoza :) I love you